Monday, October 07, 2002

Ooo, I am sick...

I really don't need this right now. All I really want to do is lay down and go to sleep, but I can't. I've got two massive tests tomorrow and I haven't studied nearly enough. In fact, I shouldn't be doing this right now, I should be studying. I've got way too much to do. But I'm insanely nauseated and my entire body aches, and my throat feels like somebody took a toilet brush to it, and my head is pounding. I just feel horrible. I don't want to take both those tests tomorrow. I frankly don't want to do anything at all. I miss my boy, I'm stressed over these tests, and I feel miserable in so many ways. I'm going to be up all night trying to study for these, and I'm really tempted to see if Prof. K will let me take my test in that class on Wednesday rather than tomorrow. If I don't feel better in the morning, I'm going to call the health center ASAP, cause I'm rather afraid this is mono. I've had it before, and it felt just about like this. I love my boy to death, but I think he made me sick this weekend. That's ok, I don't mind that much, I'm just a bit annoyed because I'm so busy and now I'm sick. Things probably would have been better if his car hadn't broken down. Not that that could be helped...those things sometimes happen. It wasn't that big of a deal, other than being a supreme annoyance and a financial burden that he didn't need right now. I'm going to try to help out with that; I should be starting a new job by the end of the week. I've made the connections and put out the word that I'm interested in the position. Looks like they'll be more than happy to see me and will work with whatever schedule I want to use. That would be a good thing. If I could put in a couple of 40 hour weeks or so then that would help so much, I could send him enough cash to at least pay the car rental and hopefully put at least a little toward fixing the entire problem. *sigh* Now just wasn't the time when I wanted to have to get a job all of a sudden, and of course I know he didn't particularly want to have to start working right now either.

I should get back to work...